whats worse than worrying? having to worried over distance and being helpless about it! It sucks being thousands of km away from home. Phone and internet doesnt do much, i cant assert my ‘power’ over the phone or net, its not ‘threatening’ enough..
thats why i need to be physically home..
5 more weeks..and till then, i hope, my emails and phone calls will have to do the job..
Last year i adored dark chocolate, this year i am not a big fan of it anymore. It leaves this metallic taste in my mouth. Maybe its the wrong brand but Lindt chocolates are suppose to be good.. Now i absolutely love milk chocolate. Is this a seasonal change or does it reflect something? haha!
Well the past week has been good. Complete lots of work, ate lots good food and walked/hiked alot..
The banquet we have been waiting for at WASAI.. craving for a good meal of Jap food and this was the best in town..
these were just the few stuff we had.. ahh i am missing them already
Next..Whisk again, i vowed to try every cake there and i am back there again..
As usual i was busy taking pics of the food i eat.. And the collage was done up by Rachel! haha
And then it was time to burnt out all the calories.. well it was not on purpose i thought the hike was the most 2km but in all it was 8km..but amazingly i managed to do it and my legs are all goood! (i think my good pair of timberlands helped alot)
Yesh i was not very happy that it was 3km away still!.. the first sign was 4.4km i think..
waterbreak at a log!!..and many thanks to mao who helped me so much w my bag while i helped her sweater..lol
almost there 800m to go..but it was very steep and it took forever!
Almost!
At the top!!! wahhaa….
And we have to walked back down.. the walk down was worse cos i had to break all the time to prevent myself from rolling down.. haha but the views we got were fantastic too..
And us back at the foot at the little waterfall..
So i guess i did lose the extra calories gained..but then i think i am putting in back now cos i have a dozen of krispy kremes waiting for me.. hahaha!..
You know what they say about winter..makes people depress and vulnerable. I am feeling it. It doesnt help that it has been raining (and hailing too).
Just kind of tired of leaving alone overseas for now. I know that when i leave this place for good, i will miss it. But being alone consecutive for months, away from family, away frm the boi, away from ur closest friends really sucks. When the road gets tough here, you just face it alone. Don’t have mummy’s soup, daddy’s crappy jokes, a hug frm the boy, a shopping trip with the best frens that will always make you laugh..
I am not facing any tough road or what.. its just that i miss singapore, i miss my family, my boi and my frens. I want to see them, poke them instead of just dreaming of them.. I need the physical presence..
ya i know i just have go through it.. its my 3rd year here and i am going back in july..but haiz..this moment. for now.. how?
understand ma?
ok winter is bad..cos you just cannot resist have yummy food! Not that i am complaining but i should manage it in moderation. Especially when i am stress i cannot use food as a resolution. haha!
its the end of week 9 here! 4 more weeks of sch, 1 week of study week and 2 weeks of exams more.. and then home!.. And it may just be my last holidays.. hahaha!
Yesh i am coming home in july! cos i am unsure if i can do my summer placements in singapore so i have to go home first to use my return ticket before it expires.. Well at the same time i can settle my honours stuff back home.. and be home for mei n heng’s graduation!
i cant wait to eat all the good food back home!! AHH.. i been dreaming of it! yesh can you imagine dreaming of food!!? but till then, i have another mountain load of work to clear.. rah..
ok pics time…lazy to type.. hehe..or lets say nothing interesting here la!
the green tea cake i bake so i can freeze slices of them and take them out whenever i am craving cakes!
Rachel and me with yummy cakes..
Hhaha i am suppose to indulge myself with more gd food this weekend.. haha so i shall update with more pics nxt week!
